Well, NewTumbl is gone. Completely gone. Not sure where to upload next. On top of that, in January, Allie left to go traveling with a bullfriend. She decided to take a break from school and follow him. I don't know if or when she'll be back, because my communication with her since then has been sporadic. I've been making vids and images as an outlet for my frustration and to keep me from falling into depression. If anyone has suggestions on where to post next, please let me know. Jay… Pročitajte više

We will post links to new parts here. Each part is about 20 pages. Ch 1 part 1 https://newtumbl.com/x_kAK73MtCIR4G Ch 1 part 2 https://newtumbl.com/x_jUrCeiskpd0G Ch 1 part 3 https://newtumbl.com/x_lSKOKqv2Gih0 Ch 2 part 1 https://newtumbl.com/x_m9pbtruHhlvn Ch 2 part 2 https://newtumbl.com/x_j70Qa9sPFYJn… Pročitajte više

Very sorry to say, we're so sad, frustrated, and fedup with XHamster, that we'll be leaving this platform this year. We're experimenting with newtumbl https://allfantasies.newtumbl.com and also posting on blacktowhite https://www.blacktowhite.net/members/allfulfilled.99068 Here are the reasons we're leaving: 1) A few months ago XHamster changed its video ranking algorithm to favor paid content producers. Prior to that change, our videos were regularly ranked in the Top 10 when we published them, and stayed in the top 10 under the Daily, Weekly, and Monthly rankings. We were honored that mem… Pročitajte više

Almost a year of being with Ali, plus months of limited play with bulls because of corona, has changed my kinks and turn ons. You may start to see this change in the videos I make. I used to be all about the hotwife/cuck/bbc bull thing. And that is still a huge turn on for me. But Ali is 10 years younger than my ex, naturally submissive, really "cute", and very into daddy/daughter play and dirty talk. She's also very petite. So, while I still enjoy videos with mature and curvy women, I've started to use more clips of small, slender, young women in my creations. During lockdown, we've played… Pročitajte više

I'm not sure I can bounce back from the loss of the hard drive. I lost months of work -- videos that I'd collected, music library, edited projects that were ready to go, and completed projects that were ready to post. I lost all of my past projects -- more than 30 compilations, only some of which are posted on XH. On top of that, there is no playtime with bulls because of the lockdown where me and A live. We are limited to role play and BBC toys. Getting a little more into bondage and daddy dirty talk. But honestly, I'm pretty frustrated. Sharing A with BBC is my sexual outlet, and making vide… Pročitajte više

I turned 36 recently, around the time of new year's, and it's been a time to reflect. As hard and wild as the last decade was, I'm grateful for all the experiences I had. I would not change a thing. I Also feel extremely lucky to work in a field (related to university athletics and sports marketing) that is naturally sexually, and racially charged -- full of beautiful people who are engaged in or curious about the lifestyle. The new decade has brought a new love into my life.  Her name is Allie and she's the most caring, adventurous, open young woman I've met in a long time. Cute -- ador… Pročitajte više

User sloohand51 asked: "tell us more details about the process from first experience with M, to her running off with a bull? Im sure many of us would like to learn from the experience, even though its sad for you and we are all sorry about it. WHat would you do differently if anything? What was working? What was the point of no return? stuff like that?" It's a long story and I don't write well, so this is the short version. We were in the lifestyle 9 years together. I introduced her to it. She was young when we started, barely 20. Over time, we played more and more and things got more and mo… Pročitajte više

It's been a while since I posted, and friends have been PMing, so here's an update: The last 6 months have been rough. T and I broke up. She is now in what seems to be a very serious relationship. Yes, he is someone I shared her with. And yes, he's black and hung. I struggled with depression after we broke up. Started relying heavily on drinking and coke to get me thru. I was feeling very isolated. When M and I split, I lost most of our mutual friends in the divorce because I was the one to call it and because I started dating soon after. I tried to reach out to M, thru a former mutual frie… Pročitajte više

Just had to share about my incredible night. I rarely cum more than 1 time in a session. Tonight: 3 times. T is a natural submissive: tiny, 5 feet and 110 lbs, big eyes, pouty mouth. Orgasm #1: She was riding our bull, taking all 9 inches, and had her hand on my cock, thumbing my frenulum. She looks at me and says between gasps: "Baby. He's. Making. My. Pussy. Cum. So. HARD." I shot everywhere: on her shoulder. in her hair. on the bed. She kept riding and cumming. Orgasm #2: He was on top and they were kissing deeply. She broke the kiss and looked into his eyes. "Fuck me open daddy" she… Pročitajte više

I got several PMs asking how things are going with the new girlfriend. Long story short, things are going well, and we are taking things slow. It's been about 6 months, and we've played with others about a dozen times. We don't play with anyone from our local area, and we've only repeated with one bull. We are both trying hard to keep this slow-burn going. It's hard, because we both love it, and there is the constant temptation to do more. It's especially hard for me because I know the extremes that the lifestyle offers, and I like introducing her to firsts. Gave her a few firsts already, but… Pročitajte više

I've been getting a lot of PMs with messages of sympathy and questions about what happened to me and M. I'm not the writer that M is, so I'm just going to get to the point. Two things happened that led to our separation. She broke our rules and I started to feel uncomfortable. I'm not saying one led to the other. And I wasn't insecure about losing her. I started to feel uncomfortable about being submissive to our bulls. I've never been into humiliation, and never been into anything remotely bisexual. In my marriage, after years in the lifestyle, I'd become submissive and I didn't like it. I… Pročitajte više