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At 55 y/o I really think a lot about my attraction towards naked men at times and am trying to come to grips with why. I’m really enjoy looking at naked men and wish to one day have a sexual experience with a man!!
Years ago, I started looking at this site, I came across this couple while I was looking at pictures. This guy’s cock was in the picture with his girl’s pussy. For some reason his cock looked good. Well I kept looking through their pictures and I kept clicking on pictures with his cock in them. I don’t know as to why I was looking at this guy’s cock and why I was attracted to it. Well then I couldn’t stop looking at it and for some reason something came across me and then I started wanting to suck it. Then I saw both of their assholes. They were so hairy and hot!!! Now I love looking at cocks and assholes (M & F). From that day on I started looking at cocks and assholes. The more cocks and assholes I looked at, the more I started liking them and wanting them. My fantasies of wanting to see, hold, and suck a cock as well as wanting to lick an asshole have grown over time. Then I came across videos of cocks cumming and that really turned me on. I love to watch myself cum and now I love watching others esp. in videos. So after that I wanted to suck a cock and make it cum. Well then my fantasies got hotter after watching guys cum in each other’s mouths! I thought to myself that has to be fucking hot!! So, after seeing that, I had to cum in my mouth to get a feeling of what it would be like if a guy shot his cum in my mouth. DAMN, I was so fucking turned on!! My fantasies grew stronger. I kept looking at cocks and kept dreaming about a guy cumming in my mouth!! Well as time went on I came across guys fucking each other. Well, having a love for assholes, seeing either a cock or tongue in one drives me crazy!! Well needless to say, now I want a cock or tongue in my ass or me doing it to another guy!! Then I started looking up videos of guys fucking or licking each other’s asshole. There are plenty of barebacking (which is so HOT) and ass licking videos for me to watch and love. I then came across a couple of homemade videos (which to me are much hotter to me) where guys are sucking, fucking, and cumming in each other. The thought of this was hotter than studio videos because there are guys out there like me that are really having fun doing this with their buddies and no one knows. I look for more homemade videos now than ever!! There are guys out there doing more than I thought with each other and it is so much of a turn on for me!! To this day, why I find guys having sex with each other so much of a turn on and rush as I do but I’m glad I did and do! The down side to my whole story is I just don’t have that part of my dream (a buddy to have that can have fun with) in my life.

I’m always looking for someone to chat with but who knows, maybe that guy I’ve been looking for to have secret fun with might be the one who is reading this or writing me!!